i saw this on one of those strange little picture slideshow websites so i decided to post it ;) have fun kids
I am hurting so fucking much
Anxiety is back in full fucking force. I can’t eat, I have to tire myself out to sleep, I feel like I can’t breathe.
I wanted so fucking badly to be good enough but I knew. I fucking knew deep down I wasn’t. And it frustrates the fuck out of me because I gave and gave and gave. I said from the fucking beginning this was gonna happen and you promised. You fucking promised me you’d never do that to me.
It’s gonna be so hard to ever let anyone in again.
I thought I was broken before… this is a whole other fucking level.